Last month we learned how about a new vision board technique of 3-panel collages.
Turns out my
symptoms were telling me that I was worried about time and growing
older. Where I wanted to be was to have downtime to sleep, sleep,
sleep. The Solution image of the two horses symbolized embodied
freedom. Non-dominant hand journaling with the images yielded these
nuggets:
Left
side, Panel 1: Where I am at:
Image
of the woman carrying the pot.
“ I
feel uncomfortable. I'd like to set this pot of stuff down and just
deal with one thing at a time.”
Right
side, Panel 2: Where I want to be.
Image
of the woman lying down.
“I
feel talented. I can experience my dead past all day long, and have it
direct me home where it continues to dominate in TV watching and
extreme reading and overeating.
(Auggghhhh!!!)
Middle,
Panel 3: the Solution.
Phrase
Soulbringer.
“Stand still
with yourself and straddle the duality of being truly alive and
present in this magical and temporary moment.”
I worked with the
collage and insights for 2 weeks on my own before taking a Mat Work session
with Lucia. In her handout for
the certified coaching training classes Lucia describes the Mat Work
technique.
“Mat work can be used in conjunction with Visioning®, because the method is based on structural constellations. Structural constellations involves making intuitive selections of mats and colors, choosing images from collages, identifying issues, places, people, things and also elements in dreams.
After
selection the mats are placed in relation to each other in the area
representing the Knowing
Field, the basis of Bert Hellinger's work. This method states
that we draw information not normally accessible to the left brain by
using colored mats. When we place mats in the knowing field, then
stand on them, the mats allow body wisdom to flow through us.”
A synopsis of my mat session with Lucia
Lucia had me select mats to represent:
Myself, the obstacle, the solution I wanted (not necessarily the solution on the collage), the bridge to the solution, resources, an image from the collage itself. I chose the larger horse from the middle panel.
Myself, the obstacle, the solution I wanted (not necessarily the solution on the collage), the bridge to the solution, resources, an image from the collage itself. I chose the larger horse from the middle panel.
I placed the mats in relation to each
other in the knowing field. At Lucia's direction, I stepped onto the
mat that represented myself. (I had placed the obstacle mat first,
then covered it with the mat that represented me.)
I realized that when I was standing on
the obstacle, my body was pulled down and it was all I could see. My
head was dangling. My body was all crunched. I couldn't see my
resources, and couldn't see the horse, which symbolized my outcome. I
also couldn't see the bridge to the outcome.
I slowly moved through the mats at Lucia's
suggestion, breathing and reporting to her how my body felt.
At one point, Lucia began doing voice-dialogue with me as I stood on
each of the different mats.
On the bridge mat, my
body felt like crying and allowing myself to be sad. When Lucia
interviewed me in this position, I said that I was sad that I was a
finite human being with limitations. That the world isn't really
magic. That I still had to do the work, which brings manifestation
into reality.
When I was interviewed from the
resources mat, I had an impatient, almost eye-rolling energy. I
explained to Lucia that if “Dorothy” would just accept the
obstacle she could move forward with her dreams. The
obstacle itself had led her to her current 12-step support group, but
now Dorothy was worried about needing a 12-step group. This energy
was big, and kept waving it's arms repeating “enough with the drama
about BEING in a 12-step program.”
Once I removed this obstacle, the mats
re-aligned. I placed the resources mat below my Self mat. In front of
me I placed the horse mat, who was pulling me to the Bridge that was
next to my outcome. Now I felt as if I was being pulled naturally
towards my goal, and could enjoy the ride instead of struggling and fighting for my dream.
It has been 2 weeks since my mat
session. I continue to journal with the images as I am guided. At
this writing, many of the images are pointing to insights that were
brought up during my mat session.
As a Visioning®
coach, the biggest mistake I've seen clients make is not taking the
time to explore and understand their vision boards. They get bored,
or become afraid of what an image may symbolize. They want to get to
the dream without doing the work. If you find this happening, the
added element of mat work allows complete embodiment of the images in a much deeper way.
To
find out how you can get a mat work session,
or to contact Lucia
about her certified training programs visit: www.luciac.com.
Lucia often works remotely or can direct you to a facilitator near
you.
Dorothy
Segovia is a certified Visioning coach, musician and author of My
Body, My Car: How to Coach Yourself through Life's little Obstacles
workbook and music CD. Read more of her blogs at www.writeinside.com.
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